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16 May 2007 @ 05:01 am


Some of my songs
 
 
Shorty
04 April 2007 @ 01:45 pm
Personal Data

Date: 4/4/2007
Name: Jai Douglas
Age: 19
Gender: Female


Personality Traits

Score Level: Low Average High
Percentile Level: Less Than 30 31 to 59 60 and Above

Trait Name T-Score Percentile Score
Conscientiousness 39 30 to 60



EASY-GOING, LAZY, DISORGANIZED, NOT DRIVEN
ORGANIZED, DUTIFUL, BUT ABLE TO PUT WORK ASIDE EASILY
VERY ORGANIZED, DRIVEN, CONSCIENTIOUS, GOAL-DIRECTED

Agreeableness 39 30 to 60



COMPETITIVE, CAN BE ARGUMENTATIVE AND OPENLY ANGRY.
KIND, SUPPORTIVE, COOPERATIVE, TOLERANT
EMPATHETIC, HELPFUL, PROMOTES COMPROMISE TO MAKE PEACE.

Extroversion 45 30 to 60



INTROVERTED, SHY, QUIET.
COMFORTABLE IN SOME SOCIAL SITUATIONS, AND CONVERSATIONS.
EXTROVERTED, SOCIAL, ENERGETIC, OUTGOING, TALKATIVE.

Openness 83 60 and above



PREFERS CURRENT ACTIVITIES AND IDEAS TO NEW ONES.
HAS SOME INTEREST IN NEW EXPERIENCES, BUT LIKES MANY HABITS.
MUCH INTEREST IN NEW IDEAS, EXPERIENCES, TRAVEL, CHANGE, IMAGINATION.

Emotional Stress Tolerance 67 60 and above



QUICK TO EXPERIENCE UNPLEASANT EMOTIONS SUCH AS WORRY, FEAR, AND DEPRESSION.
MODERATELY STABLE EMOTIONALLY, EVEN UNDER STRESS.
UNDER STRESS TENDS TO BE STABLE, POISED, LEVEL-HEADED.


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Shorty
04 April 2007 @ 01:21 pm
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Shorty
03 March 2007 @ 05:35 pm
Okay a lot of things have happened but I really don't feel like going into detail. I've gotten really okay at my job and now I'm looking for a new one and I've met a really great guy. Work sucks and I've finally stated getting my life together. well I'll get back with you soon. bye
 
 
Shorty
01 September 2006 @ 05:30 pm
So tired... I'm so happy I can go over my sisters house this weekend. I can't wait to get out of my house. I'm dieing in there
 
 
What mood are you in today?: tiredtired
 
 
 
Shorty
31 August 2006 @ 08:37 pm
My heart is week
My soul has lifted
The crackle of the milting ice that once surrounded me is all that I hear
Yet my heart remains dormant
In the depth of my soul only you may see
The true form of me
I repulse myself for being so week

If only for you...
If only for a time...

If life were to end now what would it be?

A wondering soul never finding the answer
To the only question she may ever dare to ask
A question that may even define
Her fait
Her future
Dare I say... even her past?

My love is my downfall
Oh the fait of so many men
Shell this too be mine?

To see my end all because of a question
All for an insignificant answer!

No I dare not say
For my weakness overtakes me again

Shall the shadows of my once free heart came back to hunt me?

Though my fears are great
and my loss may even be greater

I give myself to you
Do as you wish
For no more damage could possibly be done to this insignificant soul
So much torment
So much pain
All for what?
For a lost answer always to remain an empty question

Answer me...
 
 
What mood are you in today?: coldcold
 
 
Shorty
31 August 2006 @ 08:34 pm
this is some of the crap that fills my mind, it means nothing and will always remain mine

You and I
there is a new life ahead
were angels of light watch upon us
My sanctuary
were years of lies melt away
what's left of me
My life is a lie
and you
you are true
The magical times
Shared long ago
it seems as only yesterday
I watch you sleep
But i hear nothing
Tears of the past washed away
My fears..
My lies..
Washed away..
The last cry of hope reached out of you and I grabbed a hold
you pulled me in
engulfed me whole
Killing the last bit of sanity in me
Releasing what was hidden
what should have never been let go of
You released...

Me

my tears my lies
the past washed away

For you and I
we have a new life ahead
to started anew
with angels of light watching upon us
 
 
What mood are you in today?: blahblah
 
 
Shorty
31 August 2006 @ 08:29 pm
I really am sick of my cusine I'm so happy that he went home. Soon I'm leaving too. I can't live with my mom anymore. I really can't... I'm going to miss my father but I really can stay alive living with that woman anymore. I really have tried, but no matter what I do it is wrong and leads to another argument. That is not the life that I want.
 
 
What mood are you in today?: crushedcrushed
 
 
Shorty
10 August 2006 @ 07:50 pm
I realise that all the men I'm attracted to look like girls to my friends. But I think they are SEXY. but there is this one guy at work that is really cute, but I don't think that it would work out. My cusine ( that was sooo not spelled right) is staying with me for the summer. thats why my journal hasn't been updated. but I'm back!!!
Everything is going okay. I'm driving a lot more now. My car likes me again. we I have to go I'm at work
 
 
Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: chipperchipper
 
 
Shorty
12 July 2006 @ 12:01 pm
I'm 18!!!!! fully!!! my birthday was the 11th!!!!
 
 
What mood are you in today?: awakeawake
 
 
 
Shorty
06 July 2006 @ 06:52 pm
I was taking this iq test and it was really hard. I felt like an ass(the animal!) their were some question that really confussed my friend. they are very wierd question. Do you know the answer?

What is the opposite of red?
 
 
Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: amusedamused
 
 
Shorty
03 July 2006 @ 01:16 pm
http://hereyes.deviantart.com/

this is the link to the pictures on my Deviant site. I will be updateing more soon! Hope you like.
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Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: anxiousanxious
 
 
Shorty
01 July 2006 @ 08:37 pm
Hi all!!! I've been really bussy with work. Nothing really happens to me now that I'm alway working. Only me and my mom fight more. ^o^ But hay thats just how we are. I wish we got along more. Oh well. I'm making but some new characters for a storying I'm trying to write. If you want to see them I will post a link so you can on my next journal. Well I've to go, I'm making dinner.
 
 
Current Location: home
What mood are you in today?: busybusy
 
 
Shorty
10 June 2006 @ 10:27 am
Last night I graduated!!! It was amazing. I started to cry and me and by friend Sam ran to eachother and were screaming IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!

I don't know if I will miss thoughs times but one thing is for sure. It's over, I'm happy and my feet are sour because I was wareing 4 in heals for 5 hours.
Wow I still can believe it's over.
 
 
Shorty
My to-do-list:

1) Travel to Japan
2) Travel to Korea
3) Swim to Japan
4) Swim to China
5) Fly to Africa
6) Help 1,000 people be happy
7) Watch my nephews and nieces grow up
8) Travel to the Moon
9) Travel to another galaxy
10) Met You
11) Learn to Fly
12) Taste every food in the world (only a nibble not a whole bit)
13) Learn every form of massage in the world
14) Graduate from High school
15) Learn Japanese
16) Learn Korean
17) Learn Chinese – Mandarin
18) Met Ren
19) Met bi (rain)
20) Met Toshiya
21) Learn French
22) Learn Spanish
23) Learn English
24) Learn Greek
25) Learn Hebrew
26) Travel to France
27) Travel to Iceland
28) Travel to New Zealand
29) Travel to Greece
30) Met Miyavi
31) Travel to Italy
32) Travel to Russia
33) Make 50 new friends every year
34) Live in Japan
35) Travel to Canada
36) See all of Canada
37) See the whole world
38) Find Happiness
39) Met Gackt
40) Live in Vancouver
41) Get down to 135bl
42) Grow two inches
43) Grow my hair out as long as it used to be (down my back)
44) Find the one for me
45) Make my loved ones happy
46) Learn to cook Kimchi
47) Master snowboarding
48) Master Skiing
49) Go water skiing
50) Buy Britt a good present for graduation
51) Buy Justin a good present for graduation
52) Buy Nelson a good wedding gift
53) Buy My parents a good anniversary present
54) Plan a good graduation party for me
55) Buy my sister a great new home present
56) Buy an apartment
57) Buy a house
58) Get married
59) Have a child or adopt
60) Serve were the need is great
61) Pioneer
62) Take care of my Family
63) Learn to brake-dance
64) Buy a great present for my sister-in-law
65) Take care of my new niece
66) Find a best friend
67) Find a boy friend
68) Find a bible study
69) Get better at my job
70) Be a good teacher
71) Read all the bible (in Japanese, Spanish, Korean and English)
72) Read all my books
73) Be a awesome friend
74) Be a perfect wife
75) For fill all my dreams
76) See the Northern lights
77) Master the piano
78) Master the guitar
79) Learn to play the violin
80) Learn sign-language
81) Run a marathon
82) Cure a disease
83) Travel to Brazil
84) Travel to all the Virgin Islands
85) Go to Jamaica
86) Go to The Caiman Islands
87) Swim with Rays
88) Go to a Spa
89) Go to Hawaii
90) Swim to Hawaii
91) Met Aoi
92) Live life to the fullest


I predict that it will take me about 500 years to finish this list. There is much more that I wish to do but I have yet to write it down. I wonder if it really will take 500 years? Well I better get started now! Will have to cross things off as I go. ^-^ 0-0 ^0^ >-< <-> ^-*
 
 
What mood are you in today?: accomplishedaccomplished
 
 
 
Shorty
06 June 2006 @ 02:57 pm
Man today is my last day in High School... It feels kinda wird? There is so much I wanted to do before I left. So many people I wanted to meet and things I wanted to say. I don't think I'm ready to leave...

Well I graduate on friday!!... Some how I'm not that excited... Oh well I guess it will hit me sooner or later.
 
 
Current Location: Home
What mood are you in today?: confusedconfused
My music of choice : Were'd you go?
 
 
Shorty
27 May 2006 @ 07:43 pm
I really, really, really want to see Gazette SOOOOOOO BADLY!!!!!! I'm crazzy about Shiroyama Yuu (aoi) and Tatashima Kuuyou (uruha) skills. There amazing on the guitar. I'm learning how to play but I don't think I'm dedicated enough to get as good as them. I also love Reita! He's amazing on the bass. And Riku is a very good vocalist along with Kei an exalent drummer. I wish I could see them. Oh I would love to meet them!
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Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: anxiousanxious
 
 
Shorty
15 May 2006 @ 10:16 pm
Wow.

I went to my friend Brittany’s Graduation Party, and wow was I shocked. She is Hawaiian and had the most beautiful hair I had ever seen!! NOW she bleached her hair blond!!! It's all stringy like hay, I don't know why she did and now she doesn’t like it. Well anyway, I felt really stupid at the party anyway. I didn't know anyone!! Normally I'm really good with meeting new people but this time everyone know each other just not me. So everyone had their own conversation and I had no idea of what they were talking about.
It really sucked.
I was so bored! I started to talk to one of the workers there she was nice. But I just wanted to go home. I felt bad about leaving so soon but at lest I got her a gift.

Oh by the way the gift was beautiful!! I go her a silver bracelet with diamond-incrusted hearts. It was in a silver box with two hearts in the corner and her name engraved in the middle. It cost a ton but I hope she likes it.
 
 
Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: boredbored
 
 
Shorty
06 May 2006 @ 06:07 pm
Here is some of my poetry. It's not very good but this is one that I wrote a long time ago.

Life

I have more knowledge now
then when I was young
Learning the ways of life,
Up and Down
a never ending spiral of events.
Life and Death,
you can not have one without the other
Life is such a precious thing,
to hold a new life in your arms
to see it's tiny smile. And yet to have it taken away
so easily...
as if it were a delicate flower petal floating away.
Try to catch it you may, but in the end
it is as pointless as chasing after the wind.
Years long stolen from me never to return
I have felt happiness, sadness, shame, pity, and remorse
I know that when my flower petal flows away.
there will be a tiny smile to replace it.
Now my life is complete

By Jai

That is one of my poems. It isn't really good but at the time it was the way I felt. A close friend of mind had died.

This is the poem that I sent in a contest and it made it to the finalist!!

Once a life ago

A life ago
Such a long time
Sitting on your front porch
Staring at the sky
Listening to your stories
Playing in the mud
Learning about the past
Living the present
But never truly thinking of the future
A care fre little girl...

Is that how they will remember me?

As that young little tomboy
Running with her friends
With no watch around her wrist
Only the sun to tell her when the day ends
A life ago it seems
As if it were a dream...


This is one of my favorites. How do you like it?
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Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: amusedamused
 
 
Shorty
06 May 2006 @ 12:55 am
INGREDIENTS:

1/2 pound ground pork
1/2 tsp salt
1 small onion
1/2 tbsp grated fresh ginger
2 tbsp potato starch
20 shumai wrappers
1/4 tsp pepper
PREPARATION:

Chop onion well. Put the finely chopped onion and pork in a bowl. Add salt and pepper in the bowl and mix well by hands. Add potato starch and ginger in the meat mixture. Put a spoonful of the meat in the center of a shumai wrapper. Fold the four corners of the wrapper up and make a small ball. Heat a steamer. Steam shumai dumpling on high heat for 15 minutes. Serve sumai with soysauce and karashi mustard.
Makes 4 servings.
 
 
Current Location: Work
What mood are you in today?: hungryhungry